FOREVER 21 - FOR NOW, TWO DAYS LEFT

HAT MONKI | JACKET L' OLIVE VERTE L.B.C. - FABRIC | SHIRT VINTAGE | TROUSERS PRIMARK | SHOES BLINK

In a few days I'll be turning 22, and everybody is reminding me of it. In a way it's kind of a big deal for me this year, I don't know why but it feels like I'm getting old and now I have to act mature or something. Maybe I should get myself together and just accept the fact I'm not FOREVER 21...
So therefor I combined some new and old items for this look today. I love the black-and-white trend for this spring/summer '13 and to cheer it up, so I decided to wear my new red hat. Too bad it's windy and rainy all day now, and I don't feel like going out these days. You see? I'm getting old. If it was up to me I would lay in bed all day, but life goes on. Anna Dello Russo (there she is again haha) once said: "When you don't deel to dress, means you are depressed." Well that's luckily not the case here anymore.
So maybe I should stop whining about eveything and be happy. There is a lot going to happen the couple of months, and I'm excited but also a bit scared. But's that's normal I think. We'll have to wait and see... For now: ENJOY YOUR DAY FASHIONISTA'S!

with love, xoxo Alyssa

PAPERWORK.

My god. One of my New Years resolution was to begin with some paperwork for my graduating in June. And today is the day I want to begin. Well, not really... but I have to! Otherwise it will never happen!
So here am I, sitting at my 'desk' with my MacBook and iPad trying to begin with an essay about a project two years ago! Okay Alyss, breathe in... and breathe out. No it's not helping, so instead I panic!! How am I suppose to do all this? Why am I such a lazy little lady. I knew two years ago that I had to write these stupid essays, but ofcourse I didn't do it. Fuck!
Maybe a cup of tea will help to calm down. It does! For a minute or so... Okay there's no way to get away with it this time. And everytime I want to begin to write something, I get distracted. O let me just check my Facebook, or Pinterest. I want to update my Lookbook and check out 9gag. So I decided I would spend my day without internet, haha funny girl: MISSION FAILED! Because I'm blogging right now instead of writing an essay.
And then... it hit me! Reality gave me a bitch slap! In exactly a month I'll be 22... and having a midlife crisis! What am I supposed to do with my life? O god, I feel stressed. I have to do all this stupid paperwork, I have to make a solo for graduating, NOOO I have to graduate and then? AHHH PANIC! Okay, Alyss... let's have a break (again).

Nobody will believe me, but at the end of the day I made 5 little essays! With a lot of breaks on the internet ofcourse! But hey, I made a beginning and I'm proud of myself. Tomorrow there's a new day, for more paperwork? Didn't think so... Let's start a portfolio and draw some outfits!

Lots of love, 

xoxo A