So here am I, sitting at my 'desk' with my MacBook and iPad trying to begin with an essay about a project two years ago! Okay Alyss, breathe in... and breathe out. No it's not helping, so instead I panic!! How am I suppose to do all this? Why am I such a lazy little lady. I knew two years ago that I had to write these stupid essays, but ofcourse I didn't do it. Fuck!
Maybe a cup of tea will help to calm down. It does! For a minute or so... Okay there's no way to get away with it this time. And everytime I want to begin to write something, I get distracted. O let me just check my Facebook, or Pinterest. I want to update my Lookbook and check out 9gag. So I decided I would spend my day without internet, haha funny girl: MISSION FAILED! Because I'm blogging right now instead of writing an essay.
And then... it hit me! Reality gave me a bitch slap! In exactly a month I'll be 22... and having a midlife crisis! What am I supposed to do with my life? O god, I feel stressed. I have to do all this stupid paperwork, I have to make a solo for graduating, NOOO I have to graduate and then? AHHH PANIC! Okay, Alyss... let's have a break (again).
Nobody will believe me, but at the end of the day I made 5 little essays! With a lot of breaks on the internet ofcourse! But hey, I made a beginning and I'm proud of myself. Tomorrow there's a new day, for more paperwork? Didn't think so... Let's start a portfolio and draw some outfits!
Lots of love,